- Token Happiness 歌词
- Token
破损的夹克上有污渍
他是大家都快乐中不快乐的孩子
Ripped jacket with the stains on the surface
独自坐着，对每一个路过的人都视而不见
He was the kid that everyone was happy they weren't
想着如果有一个目标会是什么感觉
Sitting alone invisible to every passing person
他从未有过童年
Wondering what it would feel like to have a purpose
被迫抚养自己的父母，任何孩子都不应该遇到
He never had a childhood
他的父亲是一个老兵，醉酒淹没了他的记忆
Forced to parent his own parents like no child should
他的母亲吃了医生给她的药，这些药只会让她病情加重
His father is a veteran drowning his memories with liquor
没有兄弟姐妹帮忙
And his mother's taking pills that doctors give her but they only make her sicker
没有未来，没有金钱，没有朋友，没有知己，不善言谈
With no sibling to walk through this stuff
坐以待毙，不知所措
No ends, no money, no friends, no buddies, he ain't talking enough
那么，在他的生命中，会从谁那里学到自信呢？
He don't put himself out there, he's awkward too much
上课时他坐在我后面
Well, who in his life would he learn confidence from?
有一天我听到后面有人在哭泣
And he sits behind me in class
最后我转过身来问
One day I heard crying from the back
发生了什么事情
Finally I turned around and I asked
我第一次听到他的声音
What was wrong
他说
And the first time I heard his voice
"我只知道痛苦，如果这就是生活，那还有什么意义？
He said
告诉我什么是幸福..."
"All I know is pain, if this is life, what's the point?
他声音低沉，望着我，他说
Show me what happiness is..."
告诉我幸福在哪里
His voice gloomy he looked through me he said
绝望在他的脸上
Show me where happiness is
我不知道该说什么
Desperateness on his face
我想不出来
I didn't know what to say
告诉我幸福在哪里
I couldn't think
他低下头
Show me where happiness is
他没有发出声音
He put his head down
告诉我幸福在哪里
And he didn't make a sound
我呆住了
Show me where happiness is
好像我都不知道...
And I just froze
完美的妆容，甚至不需要额外的修饰
Like I don't even know...
她是让其他女人都羡慕的女人
Perfect makeup even though she don't need the extra touch
柔顺的头发，蓝色的眼睛，苗条的身材
She was the girl that every other girl was jealous of
衣服遮住了她的身体曲线
Silky hair, blue eyes, thin body with
她几乎被所有人视为女神
Curves, but her new clothes only cover parts of it
当她走过大厅时，吸引了所有人的目光
She's almost looked at like a goddess to all
她也很可爱，也不是闲聊的人
Attracts every pair of eyes when she walks through the hall
当你和她说话时，她从来没有炫耀
But she's likable too, she's not the one to gossip
充满知识和新鲜感的富裕家庭
Evident when you talk to her, she ain't ever pompous
她是学校排名前三中最年轻的学生
Wealthy home filled with knowledge and newness
她的父母非常自豪，骄傲围绕着她
She was the youngest out of 3 book smart students
但我总觉得她有点不对劲
And her parents were so proud, pride was all around her
上课时她坐在我前面
But I always noticed something was a little off about her
有一天，当她递回文件时，我注意到她手腕上的伤痕
She sits in front of me in class
下课后，我走到她跟前，问她这件事情
One day I noticed heavy make up on her wrist when she passed papers back
她说:"这并不意味着我在它们身边就拥有它
After class, I approached her and I asked about it
告诉我幸福在哪里..."
"She said it don't mean I have it if I'm around it
我看着她的眼睛
Show me where happiness is"
我第一次见到她
I looked into her eyes
告诉我幸福在哪里
I saw her for the first time
我看到了遗憾
Show me where happiness is
她马上就走了
I saw regret
她的声音在我的脑海响起
She walked away in a sec
告诉我幸福在哪里
Her voice rang through my head
我看着她离开
Show me where happiness is
变成了另一张面孔
I watched her walk away
她说什么？
She became another face
告诉我幸福在哪里
What she say?
我呆住了
Show me where happiness is
好像我都不知道...
And I just froze
我不知道，我每天都问自己同样的问题
Like I don't even know
但是每个答案都模糊不清
I don't know because I ask myself the same thing every single day
为什么有些人欣赏雨后的阳光
But every single answer has been vague
其他人只是看到水坑，仿佛什么都没有改变？
How come some appreciate the sun after the rain
当我看到他们过着我们无法忍受的生活时，我想知道他们是否找到通向精神世界的道路
While others just see the puddles as if nothing has changed?
当我看到他们过着我们梦寐以求的生活时，我想知道他们的感受和看不见的东西
And as I watch people living the life I couldn't take, I wonder if they see a way out to mentally
当我看到我的家人都在吃药治疗抑郁症时，我想知道真正的幸福到底是什么意思
And as I watch people who live the life I idolize, I wonder what they feel and what isn't seen
我想知道，是不是我天生就有这种倾向，觉得这就是自己软弱的原因
As I watch my whole family take pills for depression I wonder what true happiness really means
只是有时候，会思前想后
I wonder if because I'm genetically predisposed to it, that is the reason I find myself feeling weak
当你没有理由感到沮丧时，我想会更害怕
Only sometimes, in and out
有时候我就是这样
I guess it's scarier when you don't have a reason to be feeling down
有时候我觉得没有人会理解
Sometimes I just am
有时候我想哭
Sometimes I just feel no one will ever understand
有时候我想粉碎在他们眼中所谓的药物
Sometimes I wanna cry
告诉他们，只要我们彼此依靠，就不需要任何药物
Sometimes I want to crush my family's so-called medication look in their eyes
有时候我只能看着他们备受折磨
And tell them they don't need it as long we just have each other
我只是想知道幸福在哪里
But then sometimes I watch them suffer
告诉我幸福在哪里
I just wonder where happiness is
Show me where happiness is
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