- Ethel Cain Bruises 歌词
- Ethel Cain
You spent your whole life trying to be tough
你耗尽整个人生 试图变得强悍
Cause your parents married pain to love
因为自你的父母结婚后 他们便以痛苦为爱
But you go all white at the sight of blood
但你一见血便脸色煞白
And Jesus knows that you've seen enough
而上帝也清楚你已阅尽千帆
Something happened back when you were young
当你还年轻 有些事情的发生让你痛不欲生直至今日
It kills you but you won't tell me what it was
但你不会告诉我 那时到底发生了什么
Sleeping on the floor in your grandma's room
在祖母的房间里 你以地板为床榻入睡
Too tired to cry, too weak to even move
疲惫到无法哭泣 虚弱到连动也动不了
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
你太害怕自己会犯下错误
Had to watch your daddy make that
你必须得亲眼看着你的爸爸是如何
Took your mama and everything away
将你的妈妈与你们的一切掠走
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
但这不是你的错 我也并不需要你的帮助
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
因为我满身的瘀斑与挫痕 都不过自作自受
You're allowed to take care of yourself
你有权利照顾好自己
25 and you're still crying in your sleep
正值朝气蓬勃的25岁 你仍会在眠梦中流下眼泪
Scared the world is out to get you
臆想整个世界都在找你麻烦
And you've tried every bottle but you're in too deep
每瓶药物你都试过一遍 但你已无法脱身深渊
Cause you don't know any better, how could you?
因为你再想不出更好的措施 也不可能想出
And the fear is there when we're in your bed
当我们共同攀进你的被褥 随之而来的始终是恐惧
And I start to cry and you think it's something you did
我忍不住开始哽咽 你以为自己不经意间伤到了我
But baby I'm alright
但亲爱的 我挺好的
I'm alright
没事的
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
你太害怕自己会犯下错误
Had to watch your daddy make that
你必须得亲眼看着你的爸爸是如何
Took your mama and everything away
将你的妈妈与你们的一切掠走
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
但这不是你的错 我也并不需要你的帮助
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
因为我满身的瘀斑与挫痕 都不过自作自受
You're allowed to take care of yourself
你有权利照顾好自己
Last night I dreamed that you had gone away
昨晚我梦见 我永远地失去了你
Woke up in tears and stayed in bed all day
而后我潸然苏醒 在床上躺了一整天
And I'm terrified that I'll lose everyone I have
我害怕 我会失去我所拥有的每个人
That I'll watch them leave and wait but they won't come back
我会目睹他们与自己离别 等待他们的回归 却终只能顾影自怜
You're so scared you'll make the mistakes you
你太害怕自己会犯下错误
Had to watch your daddy make that
你必须得亲眼看着你的爸爸是如何
Took your mama and everything away
将你的妈妈与你们的一切掠走
But it's not your fault and I don't need help
但这不是你的错 我也并不需要你的帮助
Cause these bruises on my body, I gave to myself
因为我满身的瘀斑与挫痕 都不过自作自受
You're allowed to take care of yourself
你有权利照顾好自己
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