- NF Nate 歌词
- NF
- Yeah, sometimes I wanna disappear like I just don't exist
有时我真想化为乌有 I'll find a time machine and take me back when I was six 穿越时空 回到六岁时的我 Maybe younger, either way, I guess the point of it 也许更早 不管怎样 Would be to tell that little kid that he's gon' take a lot of hits 我想告诉他生活会让你遍体鳞伤 Yeah, I'd probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard 我想告诉他生活充满荆棘 If you got questions or you need advice, then talk to God 但上帝会为你指明道路 'Cause He's the only one that listens even when you think He isn't 因为只有他一直在倾听你的心声 Even good people are great at making bad decisions (Yeah) 好人也会酿成大错 They ain't gon' take it serious 但他们不会太在意 You find out pretty quick that life is more than just appearances 你会发现生活其实暗流涌动 I know some things we could avoid to save embarrassment 我知道你可以避免尴尬和失败 But everything that breaks you down can also build your character 但伤痛造就了你 'Cause people love to see you fail, just be aware of it 冷漠的世人只喜欢看你出丑 说三道四 Don't let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative 但我的命运之海由我掌舵 Look, we're all products of the things that we experience 纷繁世事塑造了我们 But there's a big difference between confidence and arrogance 但自信和傲慢天差地别 You hearin' this? 也许你现在不明白 I know that you don't get it now, but you gon' get it later 但你会逐渐明白的 I know you feel like you're alone and no one loves you maybe 我知道根孤伎薄 被人孤立的滋味 And you gon' cover insecurities with lots of anger 而你只能用愤怒掩盖不安 The weird thing is someday all of this will make you famous 讽刺的是这些都将成为你成功的垫脚石 You start to write about your life and while they're all relatin' 你开始在歌里倾诉你的生活 You'll make up a slogan, call it "Real," but feel like you're the fakest 你把real挂在嘴边 但觉得自己很虚伪 Wish I could tell you that your future's nothing but amazin' 多想告诉你生活充满惊喜 That's just not the case, and I guess I just don't know how to say this 但我不知道如何表达 I don't know if you can hear me or not Nate 你能听到吗 But if you can, I just want you to know 我想告诉你 You gon' make a lot of mistakes 你会犯很多错误 And they gon' laugh in our face 会被毫不留情地嘲笑 That's part of life, that's just the way that it goes 但这就是生活 (That's just the way that it goes) 很 对吧 And I don't know if you can hear me or not Nate 听我说 But if you can, I just need you to get it 我知道 I know you been questionin' life 你一直在质问生活的无情 Trust me, I know what it's like 我也深知无奈的滋味 I'm here for you if you need someone to listen 但我会一直陪伴着你 Do you need someone to listen? 你需要被倾听吗 See, mom and dad are not together, they took different routes 看 家庭支离破碎 But you probably already knew, you gettin' older now 你也清楚自己在成长 Remember back when Mom picked us up from Grandma's house? 还记得妈妈去奶奶家接我们的时候吗? And she hid her boyfriend in the trunk and drove a couple miles? 她把男友藏在后备箱里开了一段路 Down the street, and then she pulled over to let him out 然后把车停在一边让他出来 'Cause she ain't want Dad to know she had these type of dudes around 因为她不想让爸爸知道自己被绿了 'Cause last time he found out, he had to take us from her 因为上一次被他发现后把我们从妈妈身边带走了 You look uncomfortable, I'm sorry, let me change the subject 你看这不太好 我还是换个话题吧 You know how we've always struggled with abandonment? (Yeah) 还记得我们是怎么和被遗弃作斗争的吗?(当然) And when we feel like someone's leaving, we start panickin'? (Yeah) 还记得我们察觉爸妈要离开时的恐惧吗?(当然) And yo, I wish I could say I've learned to manage it 我希望我能说我学会了怎么管理情绪 You think it's bad now, but you don't know the half of it 你觉得现在很糟糕 但更糟的还没开始呢 Passion is something we have never lacked 我们从不缺少 We see it the most when we're writin' raps 我在写rap时最清楚这一点 They think it's funny now, let 'em laugh 他们觉得这很滑稽 让他们笑吧 I know you think it's just an outlet when you're really mad 我知道这只是自己的发泄方式 But you don't know the platform you're about to have 但你不知道自己即将拥有的平台 I know some things about the future you ain't ready for 我知道你没准备好迎接未来 I know some things that you gon' cover up, but can't ignore 我知道你想掩盖一些负面的情绪 And what hurts is they gon' surface at the worst moments 但它们总在最糟的时候出现 And we gon' act like it don't hurt us, but it hurts, don't it? 我们还得忍着伤痛假装自己很好 We walk around with the devil talkin' on both shoulders 我知道你被心魔困扰 Wish I could tell you that he disappears when we get older 但后来你战胜了它 But that's just not the case, and I know you feel out of place 我知道你觉得不自在 And everything is not okay, and life can be a lot to take, but 生活也并非一帆风顺 I don't know if you can hear me or not 你能听到吗 Nate But if you can, I just want you to know 我想告诉你 You gon' make a lot of mistakes 人免不了犯错 And they gon' laugh in our face 也免不了被嘲笑 That's part of life, that's just the way that it goes 但这是必经的事情 (That's just the way that it goes) 你躲不掉的 And I don't know if you can hear me or not Nate 听着 But if you can, I just need you to get it 你得明白 I know you been questionin' life 责怪生活无济于事 Trust me, I know what it's like 我知道这滋味很不好受 I'm here for you if you need someone to listen 但别怕 Do you need someone to listen? 我会一直陪伴在你身边 You know how intoxicated people make us nervous? 磕嗨了的人让我们感觉紧张 To the point sometimes we shake and it feels so disturbin' 我们会害怕 会不安 Don't be scared, that's just trauma tryna reach the surface 但别怕 那只是你正在尝试着战胜自己的心魔 And tell us everyone we love is gonna try to hurt us 告诉我们 “我们爱的人都试图伤害我们” Which isn't true, but it's a lie that both of us believe in 但这只是一个欺骗我们多年的谎言 Yeah, you might get a glimpse of happiness from your achievements 你可能在自己的成就中瞥见了幸福的影子 But what you'll learn as you get older, every time you reach one 但每一次成功 Is you'll just make another goal that doesn't lead to freedom 只是在通往另一个囚禁的目标 See, some things about to happen that you can't imagine 你无法想象将要发生的事情 At 24, you'll drop an album, and you'll call it Mansion 24岁 《Masion》横空出世 At 25, you'll put out Therapy and gain some traction 25岁 受到启发打造出《Therapy Session》 Skip to track number four, now that's a really sad one 跳到第四张专辑 这张很悲伤 Yeah, Perception's coming next, we 'bout to reach the masses 《Perception》一鸣惊人 It sounds awesome; at the same time, it doesn't matter 这专听着棒极了 但这并不重要 At 27, we'll make millions, but it's really sad 'cause 27岁 我们会大赚一笔但这并不高兴因为— You learn to realize that none of this will make you happy 你开始 意识到自己不会快乐 I wish that I could look at you with empathy 我希望我能同情地看着你 Sometimes I feel like I've become what you were scared to be 有时我真怕自己成为最不想成为的那个样子 Which makes it really hard to look at you with sympathy 这让我很难充满同情地看着你 'Cause if I'm feeling bad for you, then I have to feel bad for me 我为你感到难过——我为自己感到难过 And that's just something I feel like we don't deserve 我觉得这是我们不配得到的 That's why I'm always looking down on you, I know it hurts 这就是为什么我总是看不起你 虽然这很伤人 I'm sure you have a lot of questions 我知道你有很多问题 I've been tryna search to find us both some answers 我一直在为我们俩寻找答案 I'll be here for you if things get worse 但无论如何 我一直支持你
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