- CY AN HARD YEAR 歌词
- phonewifey CY AN
- (I don’t need you)
(It’s over)
(It’s been hard)
(You don’t know me anymore)
Try me!
You don’t wanna come and find me
Been through a lot this year now I’m hiding
One thing on top of another, bad timing
You can see that I’ve been talking
Tryin’ a get my headspace straight I went all in
There’s a few people that I haven’t been calling
(It’s a long way down I’ve been falling)
Tough the winter
Broken into pieces
Wouldn’t take me with you
Rebuild, deleting pictures
Reassessing what I’ve lived through
Yeh, It’s true, It’s an issue
I find Sometimes I still miss you
someone new to hug and kiss too
Moving on but lots to get through
Lost myself I never meant to
Always trying to impress you
These screen time reminders remind me of distance
Each missed chance I’m finding in these lonely vistas
I’m grinding my teeth and I’m feeling resistance
I miss this IRL this is no existence
Oh here we go again another episode
I’m left in the dark and I’m taking the high road
It’s coded a coda a poetic reload
So I hold my breath ‘til I EXPLODE
It’s been the best of years now it’s tearing apart
Will the rest of the year be as hard as the start
You depart from the chat I’m the burnt counterpart
Cos you don’t seem to know this breaking my heart
Laid awake
Here I am, living my mistakes
For heaven’s sake (for heaven’s sake)
I couldn't live without you, now I hope you stay away
That’s what time can do to you it's funny how things change
(Funny how things change)
The past has been a presence and it’s hitting me again
I don’t want to dwell on this, it’s gone and that’s ok
Getting on and moving forward now I’m going on my way
There’s still a lot of grief there and I miss you everyday
Everyday?
What can I say?
What can I say?
Crying in the rain
Dealing with the pain
Dealing with the pain
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