- R.A. the Rugged Man Angelic Boy 歌词
- R.A. the Rugged Man
- I-I don't... I don't know what I'm gonna do anymore...
我、我不知道我还能做什么
I'm gonna kill... them
我想莎......了他们
I'm 15, my name's Johnny, they say that I'm a sociopath
我15岁，名叫Jonny，人们说我是个反涩会的家伙
Cuz I kill squirrels and birds for a hobby
因为我以虐莎松鼠和鸟类为乐
I build backyard bombs, I can teach ya
我在后院造炸弹，可以教你：
Aluminum foil and hydrochloric acid from toilet bowl cleaner
从洁厕灵中搞点铝箔（？）和盐酸
Basically girls don't date me, teachers hate me
一般来讲女孩都疏远我，老师也讨厌我
I'm a pimpled faced loser, been picked on since grade 3
我是个满脸粉刺的垃圾，从3年纪就开始被欺负
Called enough names, makin' chump change, my blood rains
被骂够了，还变成个沙比，被打得鲜血四溅
I wanna punch brains, I wanna cut veins and blow up planes
我想让他们的脑袋开花、血管分裂，最后再炸炸飞机
My sister, she's a known whore, I hate my family
我的姐姐是个人尽皆知的碧池，我讨厌我的家庭
My dad is a cop, that fat pig just don't understand me
我爸爸是个条子，那个肥猪根本就不懂我
**** all the slutty loose hoes and cyber bullies and rube trolls
去他X的XX碧池，网络暴力还有乡巴佬们
And rich kids in school makin' fun of my school clothes
还有那些在学校取笑我校服的富裕小孩
Cryin' inside, dyin' inside and my mind is torture
我的眼泪在肚子里打转，内心饱受煎熬
I been diagnosed with more than just an anxiety disorder
我可不止是仅仅有焦虑症被确诊
Every dream I have shattered, everything dramatic, traumatic
每天晚上睡觉做梦时我都在发疯，如此剧烈、
The pain tragic, I wanna be dead, I wanna lay in traffic
悲剧般的痛苦促使我想卧轨自莎
Is my brain damaged? I was raised catholic
我脑子坏掉了吗？从小就是天主教徒
I prayed in the cathedral of St. Patrick but I'm hated in my age bracket
我去圣帕特里克教堂祈祷，但我讨厌我的年龄组
The kids in the school call me a gay ******
学校里的小孩都叫我基佬
Mental, I'm deadly, I'm ready
我的心已经死了；一切准备就绪
I'ma make 'em remember my name and they won't ever forget me
我会让他们记住我并且永远都忘不掉
Jonny~
I'm-I'm-I'm 15
我才15岁
I wanna be somebody
我想成个人物
My name's Johnny
我叫Jonny
They'll remember me
他们会记住我的
My mother love me, she's the only one that didn't judge me
我母亲爱我，她是唯一不批评我的人
I pledge allegiance to my ****, I hate this ****in' country
我只对我的迪克宣誓效忠，我厌恶这该死的国家
They can die and kiss my ****, piss on the flag, spit on a fag
他们都去死吧，去TM的星条旗，去TM的男同
**** any ***** pig with a badge, I'm pissed like a ***** on the rag
我去NMD碧池小人们，我像个碧池一样恼怒
I head to a gun-free zone, an ice cream parlor
我前往不禁枪区，一家冰激淋店
They'll put me on Rolling Stone covers like the Boston bomber
他们会把我放在滚石的封面上，就像波士顿炸弹的那个人
Looks like a Norman Rockwell, All-American, nice scene
看起来像诺曼·洛克维尔，多靓丽的美国风光
I walk in and see kids with their parents, eatin' ice cream
走进去看见孩子们和他们的父母正吃着冰激凌
Innocent children smilin', I can't stand 'em like roaches
天真的孩子微笑着，我却如小强对此不能容忍
I got a semi-auto handgun and a bag of explosives
我有把半自动还有一袋子炸药
Sweat drippin', I'm shakin', the trigger, **** it, I touch it
汗如雨下，我整个人颤抖着还是扣动了扳机
The gun goes off, I hit a 6-year-old boy in his stomach
一声枪响，我击中了6岁男孩的肚子
He's crying, his mother's screamin', she and the little baby on the floor bleedin', ain't nobody leavin', it's time to get even
他哭起来，母亲尖叫着和孩子倒在血泊中，没人敢离开，现在就是报复的时刻
I start shooting, blood splatters on the curtain fabric
我开始扫射，鲜血飞溅到窗帘上
I feel like I'm high on acid
这感觉就像在飞一样
As the gunpowder explodes in slow mo, the gun flashes
当火药如在慢动作中爆炸，手枪上闪过一道光
I'm blackin' out, I see children fallin' and blood splashes
我两眼一黑，看见孩子在坠落，鲜血四溅
Blood on my eyeglasses, die bastards!
血溅到我的眼镜上，这TM绝对死了！
Gun, **** it, I'm steppin' in my own vomit
把枪竖起来，我踏在自己的呕吐物里
I can't believe I'm doin' this, it's too late, I'm all-in, I can't stop it
我都不敢相信自己这样做了，但太迟了，已经无法回头
A disgrace livin', I'm hate-driven, I see a little girl dyin' on the floor
耻辱的生活，我被仇恨所驱使，有个小女孩倒在了地上
And a boy with his face missin'
还有个失去面部的男孩
I keep firin', a pregnant mother gets hit, customers trippin'
我继续射击，一名孕妇中枪，顾客跌倒
Over bodies runnin' towards the doors of the exit
被奔向出口的“尸体”绊倒
I hear police sirens, I see the cops surrounded me
我听到了警笛，条子们把我围了起来
I notice a hole in my chest and blood flowin' outta me
我发现胸口上有个洞，血在不停向外流
Vision blurry, I'm frozen, bullets in my body explodin'
视线开始模糊，无法动弹，子弹在我身体里爆炸
Blood and sweat soakin', feces and urine in my clothing
血与汗交加，失禁着全沾到衣服上
Bullet flies through my cheek, a bullet hit my neck, my neck broken
子弹飞过我的脸颊，还有一颗打破了我的脖子
Vomit coming from my mouth, I'm spitting up blood, chokin'
我开始呕吐、吐血、窒息
I see flowers growin', I feel like I'm floatin'
我看到鲜花开放，感觉像漂在空中
I see my casket closin' and hear the voices of tortured souls moanin'
我看到我的棺材被合上，听到了备受折磨的心的呻吟
Like this
像这样
I'm 15
我从15岁
My name's Johnny
我的名字叫Jonny
I'll make 'em remember my name
我会让他们记住我的
The message: Cause some bodily harmin'
今日报告：弄残几个
And become a master of murder and arson
成为了谋莎和纵火的大师
And you could be the media's personal darlin'
然后你就能成为媒体的宠儿
They call blacks, thugs, and Muslims terrorists
他们讲黑人、暴徒和穆斯林恐怖分子
But I'm white, so they say I could've been cured by medication and therapists
但我是白人，所以他们说我能被药物和治疗拯救
They blame Facebook, blame video games, they blame the pain
他们怪罪脸书、电子游戏、甚至疼痛
They blame the gun owners, they blame the bullies
他们怪罪持枪人、怪罪欺凌
It's a blame game
他们只会blame
Blame the opposing politician's policies, but wait a minute
怪罪对立政党的政策，但等一下
They blame parents, everybody but me
他们怪罪父母，怪罪所有人除了我
I'm the one that did it
但我才是做那件事的人
The conspiracy theorists and every Alex Jones fan
那些阴谋论家和所有Alex的粉丝
Is claimin' I was part of a CIA mind control program
都称我是ＣＩＡ思想控制计划的一员
I got what I wanted, attention, fame, I'm on TV
我得到了我想要的：关注、名声，我上了电视
No one cares about the names of the victims or their family
没人在意那些受害者的名字或者他们的家庭
I'm the super star, the ratings booster, I'm media friendly
我现在是超级巨星，评分助推手，媒体眼中的大能
And all the glorification is helpin' to create the next me
所有的这些赞誉都在帮助塑造下一个我
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