- BEN BEAL Carousel 歌词
- BEN BEAL
The rainclouds never fade
雷雨从未远离
Again, again, again
一而再 再而三地出现
And I been looking for a maze to the end
我在寻找一个通向终点的迷宫
Why do we even try?
为什么我们甚至还要尝试
I'm a glass half-empty kind of guy
我是一个空心玻璃人
Still don't know how to do shit for myself
依然不知道要为自己做些什么
Guess only time will tell, where on this carousel
在这如旋转木马的人生 可能只有时间会说明一切
I'm in my own world
我沉浸在一个人的世界
But it's the apocalypse
但这是天启
I try to stay grounded
我试着留在原地
But it's too hard in this rocket ship
但在火箭飞船上这太难做到
We was all good, now it's all back
我们曾经很好 都已经是过去式
They tell me "move on", but I fall back
他们告诉我要向前走 但我却不停后退
What you call that?
要怎么形容这些
This more seasonal depression
这周期性的抑郁
Retrogade, why can't I use my own message?
退化 为什么我无法使用自己的信息
I was lost, I never received directions
我已迷失 无法分辨方向
Why is my life so perplexing?
为什么我的人生如此复杂
Why is my mind always racing and I'm always stressing
为什么我的大脑总是疯狂运作 我总是精疲力尽
I just need a little more time
我只是需要一点时间
'Cause I don't think we're good together
因为我不认为我们相处愉快
We were never good together
我们从不曾相处愉快
I think we should be forever
我想我们应该永远一起
I think this could be forever
我想这将成为永恒
Be forever
永恒
But you just wouldn't get it
但你总是无法理解
Taking pills to make me feel anything
吃药才能让我有一些感觉
Chillin' in the hospital, they not letting my parents in
在医院寒噤 医生都不允许我的父母进来探望
This shit's embarrassing
这太令人尴尬
19 with no future yet
才19岁却依旧没有未来
Felt like a shadow, now I'm feeling like a silhouette
如同一片阴影 现在更是翳翳
Mac understood me while my peers all over-looked me
当我的同辈无人注意到我时 只有电脑能明白我
I owe him everthing like I used to owe my bookie
我和他的关系就像赌徒和赌彩经纪人一般
I remember taking Xans, woke up and owed a couple grand
我记得我服下黄嘌呤 起床 还欠着一大笔钱
I hope that if I ever die, my people will understand
我希望若我死去人们能够理解
It's a long time coming
还有很长的时间
Writing songs about nothing
写着无关任何事的歌曲
Went outside and lived my life
向前走 过好我的生活
Then ****ed it up, like "Jesus Christ"
然后搞砸这一切 像上帝一样
Sold her soul for grams of blow
将她的灵魂按克卖给恶魔
And took a trip to firefly
和萤火虫一起旅行
Hit up Ben like "Let's be friends"
像叫朋友一样 叫上本
And turning his mind to Mikey nikes
让他也向往着高价的耐克
Little did she know we'd get rich and **** our friends
她几乎不知道我们正赚着大把的钞票 玩弄着我们的朋友
Playing headgames only works if Young Beal is getting head
恋爱诡计的把戏只在我冲上云霄时才可能得逞
So it never really hit me
所以这从来伤害不了我
Dreaming of needles, no tellies or measles
时刻渴望着针筒 希望这世上没有电视节目也没有麻疹
I need rehab, I OD'd on fifth dab
我需要治疗 我在第五频道严重过量吸食
My life is like a good dab for allergy pills
对过敏症药物来说 我的人生是是一个不错的数字广播
If the drugs don't kill him, then the salary will
如果药物没杀死他 那那微薄的薪水也是致命的
I'm BB with the name, but BP with the spill
我名字的缩写是BB
We like oil with the water, we don't mix when we drill
我们喜欢水和油在一起
We could leave right now, I don't think people will see us
我们可以现在就离开 人们不会看见我们
I been sad as ****, I spark a Jay, then repaint the meter
我悲伤得不能自己
It's just not in the cars, like
并不在车里
Take the weed out the sneakers and roll
拿到好货就立马开始翻天覆地
The walls are thin, I hope the neighbors don't hear us
这墙太薄 我希望邻居不会听到我们吸*的声音
But they'll probably hear us
不过他们可能会听到
Yeah, they'll probably hear us
是的 他们可能会听到
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