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- Lil Xtra Deathwish 歌词
- Lil Xtra
- Once upon a long long time ago
很久之前 I used to have these dreams I thought 我有这样的一些想法 One day I'd find some purpose 我会找到自己的目的 Over time I've realized I am not 随着时间前进我意识到并不能 Conquering the things I fear 征服我恐惧的事物 Capable of breaking through 或是有重大的突破 Lost the things I once held dear 失去了珍视的东西 I don't know what the **** to do 我不知道该干什么 Left beliefs that once defined me 只留下了人生信条 My best days are long behind me 最好的时光离我远去 Half the time I'm breathing in 仍然余有一半的人生 I'm dreaming of the day I finally stop 希望有一天可以停止呼吸 Check my feelings at the door 在门口调整我的情感 I don't know what I'm fighting for 不知道为了什么奋斗 I used to pray that things would change 过去常常祈祷世界发生改变 But now I'm well aware they're not 现在很清醒一切都不会改变 Cause I used to say 因为我曾说 Everything will be alright 一切都会好起来的 But it never will be 但从未发生 So I stay in my bed 只好躺在床上 And I hate when you call 不想你联系我 And say you should come out tonight 你总说今晚我应该出来 I just bought an ounce I'm gonna smoke it instead 我要用它度过今晚 Yeah Yeah Stop ******* telling me I'm fine 请别告诉我我很好 I hate the way you keep your cool 讨厌你冷静的样子 I'm aware you're always right 我知道你总是对的 Go on and play me for the fool 继续把我当愚者耍 Take the blood out of my veins 抽出我血管中的血 Go on do your worst to me 继续对我做最坏事 I wouldn't wish this type of pain 不想要这样的痛苦 On my own worst enemy 来自我最讨厌的人 Lay in bed but never sleep 躺在床上难以入睡 I tried to fight but I'm too weak 尝试反抗却力不足 And everytime I try to speak 每次我想表达自己时 I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor 最终都会发展成醉倒在地上哭泣 Heared you're doing better now 听闻你近来安好 It makes it worse I don't know how 我的感受更糟糕 The world keeps turning I can't breathe 这个世界不停的改变着 I just can't do this anymore 甚至呼吸都觉得困难了 Cause I used to say 因为我曾说 Everything will be alright 一切都会好起来的 But it never will be 但从未发生 So I stay in my bed 只好躺在床上 And I hate when you call 不想你联系我 And say you should come out tonight 你总说今晚我应该出来 I just bought an ounce I'm gonna smoke it instead 我要用它度过今晚 Yeah Yeah I used to pray that everything would be alright 曾祈祷一切都好起来 But nothing could hear me 没有人听到我的诉求 Cause there's nothing 因为根本没有人在听 Nothing at all 一个都没有 Cause I used to say 因为我曾说 Everything will be alright 一切都会好起来的 But it never will be 但从未发生 So I stay in my bed 只好躺在床上 And I hate when you call 不想你联系我 And say you should come out tonight 你总说今晚我应该出来 I just bought an ounce I'm gonna smoke it instead 我要用它度过今晚 I used to pray 曾祈祷 Everything would be alright 一切都好起来 But it never will be 但从未发生 So I stay in my bed 只好躺在床上 And I won't take your call 断绝和你的联系 I'm not going out tonight 今晚我不会出去 I'll never be alright 我永远不会好起来 I wish I was dead 我希望我已经死了 Yeah Yeah I used to pray that everything would be alright 曾祈祷一切都好起来 But it never will be 但从未发生 I wish I 我希望 Wish I was dead 我已经死了
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