- Fallen Oceans Why 歌词
- Fallen Oceans
- Depression run inside of me
抑郁在我体内蔓延 My constant fear and anxiety 我持续的恐惧和焦虑 I cannot pinpoint the reasons 我不能确定原因 Why I dont feel like part of society 为什么我不觉得自己是社会的一部分 And I could try to take a look inside to figure out why 我可以试着看看里面 找出原因 I feel so hurt, why I lack self worth, why my lifes 我觉得很受伤 为什么我缺乏自我价值 为什么我的生活 been pain since the day of my birth 从我出生那天起就一直很痛苦 And I still feel worse when the pain returns 疼痛再次出现时 我还是觉得更糟 Too many things in my mind I can't figure out 我脑子里有太多事情想不明白 All the times you would yell cuss each other out 每次你们大喊大叫 互相咒骂 You don't care about the demons in my mind 你根本不在乎我心中的恶魔 Cuz you had your own demons in you all this time 因为一直以来你心中都有自己的恶魔 And you never asked why my b *tches know smiles 你从没问过我为什么我的 知道微笑 Why I ran for miles 为什么我要跑好几英里 Why I changed my style 注意我的风格 Why I look so sad 为什么我看起来这么伤心 Why I get so mad 为什么我这么生气 Why I want it all to end I don't make pretend 为什么我要结束这一切 而不是伪装 Lost my cousin to the drugs, he was 15 我表弟因为毒品死了 那时他15岁 But all the drugs the cool kids mixing 但是所有的毒品 酷小孩混合 I don't care about my friends 我不在乎我的朋友 Cuz the main thing 因为最重要的是 Is that I do the right thing 我做了正确的事 Keep my name clean 保持我的清白 And keep my mind clean 保持头脑清醒 Make peace with my damn anxiety 让我的焦虑平静下来 No way I make it back to sobriety 我不可能回去戒酒的 Cuz all the drugs will heal the pain inside of me 因为所有的药物都能治愈我内心的伤痛 I'm breaking down (breaking down) 我要崩溃了(崩溃) Can't figure out (can't figure out) 弄不明白(弄不明白) Can't take away the pain 不能带走痛苦 I'm borderline insane 我快疯了 l'm borderline insane 我快疯了 l'm borderline insane 我快疯了 I can never focus on the sh*t that works 我从来都不能集中精力在那些鬼东西上 If you give me 50 dollars for my verse 如果你给我50美元写歌 l'll make it work 我会想办法的 But I'll write a f* cking lie 但我会写一个该死的谎言 Cuz the truth is all that hurts 因为真相才是最伤人的 I don't think its a surpise 我不认为这是惊喜 All my problems are the worst 我所有的问题都是最糟糕的 Triple seven on my wrist 我手腕上有三个7 But it dont mean jack sh*t 但那不代表杰克 该死 Number of the angel, I f* ckin thought they exist 天使的号码 我以为他们真的存在 Just wanna live 2020 只想活到2020年 Ain't that sh*t 真他妈的 Locked in my room when l'm bout to go bad, shit 当我要变坏的时候 把自己锁在房间里 该死 I wish I could say it to light 我希望我能对着光说出来 Age 17, thought I wanted to die 17岁的时候 以为自己想死 But I cannot lie 但我不会撒谎 Even when I do try to work 即使我努力工作 From my heart to the end of my life 从我的心到我生命的尽头 Work from my heart to the end of my life 从工作到生命的尽头 Work from my heart to the end of my life 从我的心到我生命的尽头 I'm breaking down (breaking down) 我要崩溃了(崩溃) Can't figure out (can't figure out) 弄不明白(弄不明白) Can't take away the pain 不能带走痛苦 l'm borderline insane 我快疯了
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