- Layton Greene Blame On Me 歌詞
- Layton Greene
- Mama getting high up in the kitchen
Daddy wasnt there, he was missing Nobody was there to even listen I kept all my problems and kept feelings hidden, yeah And I put the blame on me I put the blame on me I put the blame on me Only 10 years old Im already numb, yeah my hearts getting cold Saw my mama getting weaker, hurt me to my soul The only man she loved, how could he do this to his girl He put that pistol to her head I swear he coulda shot her dead Man that liquor made him evil I swear that man aint had no reason That shit just turned him to a demon, yeah Fast forward a couple years I done turned 12 Living life one hell to the next hell I got cousins touching me inappropriately And dont nobody believe me when I tell When you learn that shit heals, aint no one to look up to And the same people hurting you telling they love you Before too long you start believing That maybe youre the reason, yeah Mama getting high up in the kitchen Daddy wasnt there, he was missing Nobody was there to even listen I kept all my problems and kept feelings hidden, yeah And I put the blame on me I put the blame on me, yeah I put the blame on me Age 14 left East St. Louis New drama but I really aint new to it Hear em laughing at lunchtime and Im the joke Black and white was too black for the white folks I cant do nothing bout my face Feeling all over the place Over something I cant control **** iswrong with these people? Or is it something wrong with me though? Yeah Age 16, lifes still mean Mama fell hard, needed rescuing She got a new man, he told her simply She could stay with him long as she dont bring me I guess she had to make a chose Did what she had to do Chose him over her own kid I dont know what would make her do this Had to be something I did, ooh Mama getting high up in the kitchen (eh) Daddy wasnt there, he was missing (eh) Nobody was there to even listen (yeah, yeah) I kept all my problems And kept feelings hidden, yeah (ooh) yeah And I put the blame on me (blame on me) I put the blame on me (ooh) yeah I put the blame on me (blame on me) I was homeless till I turned 18 Started living with a man I was dating Last thing on my mind was graduating All about survival and money-making Always seemed to escape my reality Just tryna play the cards, goddamn me Posted myself singing a song cause it was on my heart When it went viral I was working in Walmart I got a new start Taking my pain, turning it into art Turning bad times into hot sounds For the first time where I belong 20 now, making moves, making money now Rainy days hella sunny now But every now and then I think about Mama getting high up in the kitchen (eh) Daddy wasnt there, he was missing (eh) Nobody was there to even listen (yeah, yeah) I kept all my problems And kept feelings hidden, yeah (ooh) yeah And I put the blame on me (blame on me) I putthe blame on me (ooh) yeah I put the blame on me (blame on me)
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