- Quadeca I DON'T CARE 歌詞
- Quadeca
- I swear, they only love me when i'm not there
我發誓他們只在我未到達彼岸的時候愛我 I know you trust me but I don't care 我知道你相信我但我不在乎 I swear, that I don't care 我發誓我不在乎 I know you love me but I don't care 我知道你愛我但我不在乎 You know I was born up at the top floor 你知道嗎我出生就在樓頂 But I came out at a basement 但現在卻待在地下室 Mom wanted me to be a doctor 母親曾希望我做個醫生 But I came out as a patient 我卻成為了一個病人 Now I get a thousand DMs everyday, I had a fan telling me that I saved him 我現在每天都收到好多條私信一個粉絲說我是他的救贖 Saying that he loving everything I make and I couldn't take a single second out my day to make his 他說他愛我做的音樂我花一秒鐘回复他就能讓他開心一整天 I'm just getting number every time I see my numbers 每次查看我的未讀信息數字都在增加 Every time I see the bottom 每次當我看向谷底 Every time we see each other 每次當我們看向彼此 Every time I pop a bottle 每次當我開瓶暢飲 Every time I hit the lotto 每次當我中了樂透 Every time I see tomorrow 每次當我遙望明天 I just really want another 我都希望能有下一次 I'm just stuck between the gutter 但我只是被困在陰溝裡 In the rain, it ain't pain, that i'm feeling, but it's something in the same kinda vein, that i'm healing from, I wonder why I feel so little, cuz I ain't been on the top I think i'm somewhere in the middle 在雨中我不覺得難過那是一種類似的感覺但我正被治愈著不知道為什麼我這麼麻木或許是因為我還沒到達希望的頂峰我還在半山腰的某處 I swear, they only love me when i'm not there 我發誓他們只在我未到達彼岸時愛我 I know you trust me but I don't care 我知道你相信我但我不在乎 I swear, that I don't care 我發誓我不在乎 I know you love me but I don't care 我知道你愛我但我不在乎 So what, so uh, So a, hole in my soul, that shit looking like a donut (Yuh) 不在乎我空洞的靈魂看起來像個甜甜圈 You and me can laugh together 我們可以一起歡笑 But I don't think that thats gonna put it back together 但我不認為我們能回到曾經 I've been living like I'm stuck under the covers 我好像被困住了永遠無法出頭 I know this 'll make em proud, but I know they gone need another and another and another and another and another like i'm DJ Khalid with a mother ****ing stutter ('Kay, yuh) 他們會為我驕傲但我知道他們會想要更多更多更多就像DJ Khalid的口癖 Today I woke up, grabbed my phone to check the gram I started scrolling 今早我起床刷著手機 Got a message from a dude without a profile picture, shit was long as ****, I thought that he was trolling 收到了一個來自沒有頭像的用戶的長文我以為他在開玩笑或是什麼 So I tried to swipe it out but accidentally must of opened, I said **** it, guess I'll read it, now that's it already loaded, had a sudden premonition, but it faded in the moment so I focused, started reading, lemme try my best to quote as he wrote it, it said 我不小心點開了去他的我想我會讀它加載的時候我有個莫名的預感轉瞬即逝我開始專心地讀著他說 “My homie was a huge ****ing fan, used to play your shit everyday. He struggled with depression and he told me that the music was the thing that always set him straight. But I guess it must of gotten to much, for him, killed himself a couple months back, it's felt so ****ing long. But it reminded me of him when you popped up on my page and I went and started listening to a couple songs so.. '我的朋友曾經是你的忠粉每天聽你的歌他與抑鬱症作鬥爭他告訴我音樂可以讓他感覺更好但我想一切對他來說都太沉重了他在幾個月前自殺了這幾月過得太漫長了但當你出現在我的頁面上時我又想起了他我開始聽了幾首你的歌所以... Keep doing you bro .” 繼續做你自己吧' He followed up with a post from his friend,it was a screenshot of my track, I, clicked the profile full of R.I.Ps and the comments, shit I couldn't even stomach looking at but all the sudden, in the instant everything felt grimmer. Read the name again and realized it sounded familiar 他附上了他朋友的帖子是聽我歌時的截圖我點了進去那是個充滿“RIP'評論的賬戶我真不忍心看但突然間事情突然變得嚴肅我仔細讀了一遍他的名字感覺很熟悉 Clicked the DM, to see if he had talked to me before 點擊了他的私信想看看我們是否有過聊天 Saw this was the same kid I consciously ignored a couple months ago.. 但我發覺這是我幾個月前有意識地忽略的一個孩子 I swear, they only love me when i'm not there 我發誓他們只在我未到達彼岸時愛我 I know you trust me but I don't care 我知道你們相信我但我不在乎 I swear, that I don't care 我發誓我不在乎 I know you love me but I don't care 我知道你愛我但我不在乎
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Quadeca
I DONT CARE
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- Quadeca
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所有專輯
> GORDAN RAMSAY
> Displaymusic23
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> War! (feat. Dax)
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