- Keepsake Desperation and Grief 歌詞
- Keepsake
- Part I: I Used to Feel Everything
Ill lie on my back, and lie to myself.
Pretend that I am fine.
I think that Im getting better, but I think a lot.
Ill lie on my back and talk to myself, just to pass the time.
I think Im getting better, but its getting too much.
Youre too much.
Something inside of me is dying and Im sure of it.
Im figuring it out, its my darker half.
Its the part of me that refuses sleep.
Its the part that I would hate to keep.
Its the part Ive wanted dead for all of these years.
So I guess its not that bad.
I swear Im not a monster, Im just fighting one.
God knows I cant do this on my own, and I gave up on God, long ago.
So, I guess this is me begging for your help, because theres no one around here anymore.
Something inside of me is dying, and its killing me.
But Im figuring it out, its what you left behind.
Its those words you whispered into my ear, the ones that I believed all last year.
The words that robbed me of my sanity.
You dont know the difference between desperation and grief.
Who gives a **** anyway.
My tear stained eyes have blurred my vision to the point where I cant see whats in front of me.
But I hear your footsteps, I know youre somewhere right behind me.
You dont know the difference between desperation and grief.
Who gives a **** anyway.
Part II: Letting Go
Mother, I swearto God, shes coming home.
Shell paint your walls, shell make it beautiful again.
Just show her what she needs to feel okay.
Im letting go of your hand to show you I can do this on my own.
Please believe in me, I swear that Ill see you soon.
This story broke me down, and tore me apart.
So Ill just sit, and watch as winter fades away.
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