- timmies do you mind 歌詞
- Typo timmies
- I waste my time on my whole life
自始至終我都在浪費時間 Hold my thoughts cuz Ive been sleep deprived 保留意見只因夜不能寐 I waste my life in broke mind 在破碎的意識中消磨生命 Hold my words cuz they never come out right 謹言慎行只因詞不達意 Im trying really hard to be someone youd like 竭盡全力成為你眼中歡愉 Im trying really hard to feel like Ill be be fine 全心全意相信能求得安寧 Im trying really hard and maybe Ill find 這般努力,或許我會察覺 That my reflection in life isnt all that unkind 一生映像並不盡是刻薄無情 Cant I be a little self sure 為何我無法做到自信不疑 Self secure On that Im not all that I think I am 以自己並沒有那麼不堪為由自我安慰 Cant I get a little control 為何我無法把握任何事物 Open my doors,On that Im not all that bad as I think i am 以自己並不是十分差勁為由敞開心門 I dont really care for what I have left 我不為自己造成的惡果懺悔 Because i ****** myself up so much,I might deserve all this mess 因為像我這般的人注定不會成功 **** all this love,Because I hate to admit 去他媽的熱血激情,我真的不想承認 That Im really like this,Just Scum piece of **** 自己就是這樣一個狗屁不如的廢物 And I know I could be brighter 我知道,我本應過得更好 Yeah I know I could aim higher 本可追逐更高目標 I know I should think lighter 本該怀揣美好希望 I know ill be fine if I was a tryer 如果我曾試圖改變,一切都會截然不同 Yeah,I hate how I cant let myself hang low 我痛恨頹廢而又茫然的自己 If I didnt speak at all I think I would let it go 如果我不傾訴,也許會裝作無事發生 But if I could say how I hurt I would promise to let you know 但如果我能將痛楚清晰表述,你絕對會感同身受 But Ive been feeling godamn low,well I just cant letit go 但我太他媽頹喪了,無法麻痺自己 Do you remember 2013 你還記得2013年嗎 From then on I wished my life was unseen 從那時起,我希望這輩子不曾開始 Cuz I hate who I could have been,Let myself slit up my skin 因為我憎惡著擁有希望的自己,企圖從妄想的虛殼中逃離 And drown all my dreams,Going down In the sink 把所有夢想沉溺,窒息在水底 Im sorry maybe I should have tried harder 抱歉,或許是我不夠努力 Jumped from a bridge that was just that little bit higher 可能我應該從再高一點的橋上一躍而下 Im sorry My words cant be any sharper 抱歉我的言辭還不夠尖利直接 But Id cut up my mind and set the remains on fire 我寧願撕碎自己的意識並付之一炬 Yeah,At least you could have said Im gone on the drugs 好吧,你可以說我嗑藥了 But I am sober now and I still seem to **** up 但我卻無比清醒,並準備好迎接下一個失敗 But Im sorry I cant accept all your love,It wears me off 很抱歉我不能接受你所有的感情,與我而言這是負擔 Leave me in my head because thats tiring enough? 讓我浸沒在自我的夢境中,我夠累了 I waste my time on my whole life 終其一生我只會浪費時間 Hold my thoughts cuz Ive been sleep deprived 閉關自守,徹夜難眠 I waste my life in broke mind 在殘留的余夢中無聲泯滅 Hold my words cuz they never come out right 緘口不語,言不由衷 Im trying really hard to be someone youd like 千方百計成為你心中白月 Im trying really hard to feel like Ill be fine 想方設法假裝我一切尚可 Im trying really hard and maybe Ill find 如此用心,或許我會明白 The reflection in life isnt all that unkind 這世間值得
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