- Marlon Craft Lonely 歌詞
- Marlon Craft
- Im lonely. I could turn a W to an L
Im lonely. I could take something wonderful make it hell
I been tryna fill a void I dont understand I dont know its shape
Eyes closed tryna fit different s*** in this empty space
To no avail, Im lonely its cold as hell
In the part of my soul where love and the noble notions dwell
Im lonely, I dont get what Im looking for but I search on
Tryna make a map of places that Ive never gone
Im lonely. s*** aint everybody?
I wash my head with this human condition
But I dont feel cleansed I feel lonely yo
Been avoiding time with myself, and now I owe me though
Every time we together I focus on something phony
Im lonely, but I dont wanna settle
Sometimes Id rather be unhappy than to be alone
Tell myself I need to bone but truth is that I need a home
I been rationalizing time thats
Spent with people that dont inspire me
Bein lonely sucks Im startin to lose my spirits trust
Scared of what I want I been starting to fear my lust
If I cant tell myself the whole truth than the lyrics must
Like i should come here to stroke but I know I came here to bust
Man-made most of my woes be
Feel like we do half what we do cause we bored, we just be lonely
I feel like most peopled rather use me than to know me
I feel like Im a b****cuz I got it good but be feeling bad
And cockiness is just fear in drag
I see a lot of Ru Pauls of emotions
I say I aint judgin a lot, but I do and I know it
Wish I was more easy going, maybe I wouldnt feel lonely
But sometimes we aint inclined to be the men we wanna be
Like s***, without this critical lens, I couldnt see
But I dont know, cuz theres a lot of things I thought I couldnt be
And Im starting to become all them, maybe theres hope for us
This the most self involved and the most communal rhyme
We all in search of this people who can relate
Their absence negative space, s*** without em there is no alone
So I know they out their fo me or I wouldnt feel lonely
I remember, when it wasnt cool to feel lonely
Then somewhere along the way kid cudi made it ok
But now we fetishize it its a style to be tried n
Take this pill if you dont like it, you dont have to feel lonely
And that aint never been me, but I aint that far
Buzz buzz goes the sound of the anti-depressant
Notifications, Ima need me three grams of some mentions
Tell me you like the online me so the real me dont feel so lonely
Im just being real homie, this aint a sad song
This aint a mad song, but I do worry
Cause, I been tryna write some next level s*** lately
And this is it, so Im scared that my loneliness makes me
Like do I need it to shine, what if I leave it behind
Will I die young if I continue to just bleed from my mind
And I, guess thats something only time can show me but
For now I gotta go, s*** Im late to meet the homies. Lonely
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