- Murs Animal Style 歌詞
- Murs
- Fresh out of high school glad cause he hated it
Everybody in the senior class call him gay but it
It never bothered him his name Johnathan
Best friend Julie she was cool
She went to prom with him
The principal said prom was no place for a queer couple
If he showed up with a boy then it'd be real trouble
Empty threats but what really got to him
Is that his boyfriend didn't wanna go to prom with him
Boyfriend Roderick kept the secret closeted
Scared to come out into this world of zero tolerance
Kinda popular played a lot of politics
Johnathan was book smart just received a scholarship
Off to college wanted Roderick to follow him
He see him in the halls
But Rod would never acknowledge him
Away from school though he was so affectionate
John had a good thing no use in upsetting it
Besides in college everything would be different
Everyone is educated no one would be tripping huh
He had it all figured out
Plus his parents were excited
Just to get him out the house
So they bought him a ticket
Even bought one for Roderick
Said to leave the end of summer
They would pay for all of it
So excited on his way to work at In-N-Out
End of his shift
He drove straight up to Roderick's house
He hopped out saw him with his crew
He walked right up he was ready to share the news
It had been a few days
He forgot how much he missed him
So excited that he moved in and kissed him
Roderick dissed him threw him to the floor
He said you faggot What'd you have to do that for
Looked at his homies You know I'm not gay
They just shook their heads turned and walked away
F**k F**k's wrong with you
Now he's screaming at Johnathan
What the hell was wrong with him
John said Okay it's over Let's be honest then
They never knew the real you they not your real friends
He drove away and vowed to never speak to him again
It had been a few weeks
Before John left for college
He thought that they should speak
Scared to do it for fear of rejection
But either way
He knew the world would never accept him
Dear America when you tell gay Americans
That they can't serve their country openly
Or marry the person that they love
You 're telling that to kids too
Roderick was seventeen in and out of jail since ten
Never knew his father or spent time with any other men
He started running in them circles with the hustlers
Gangbanging dope slanging
Had some loyal customers
Locked him up at a very young age
Found religion and it ended all his criminal ways
He also found his first boyfriend
When he was locked up
Came home conflicted
So he really didn't talk much
Felt beginnings of a double life
The chaplain back in juve used
To tell him that it wasn't right
His bond with God was so strong
That was until he met John
And it felt so perfect
But suffering eternal damnation was it worth it
He still had to see him
It had been two years
He knew that he could never leave him
So he lived in fear of God's wrath
The preacher said God loves us all except fags
And that made him so mad he started packing his bags
Said he'd run away with John until it went all bad
The big incident
John slipped in front of his friends
And started kissing him
Now everything was different
He shut him out never thought about forgiving him
Until he got that text
John wanted to meet up the day after next
They met at In-N-Out on his dinner break
But he was so mad
That he couldn 't look him in the face
Soon as he spoke they both started crying
Said he missed him so much he felt like he was dying
John said I can't describe how much I missed you
That's when Roderick pulled his pistol
He shot him right between the eyes
Then turned it on hisself cause he refused to live a lie
Suicide was against his beliefs
But knew it was the only way they'd ever find peace
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