- Ace Hood Fathers Day 歌詞
- Ace Hood
- Tears still rolling down my face
Simple fact it being Fathers Day
My confidence was confiscated
More confrontations, shortened patience
Im aggravated, agitated
Hate to say this, I aint been a father lately
And I feel like I been a screw up
But then everybody needs to tune up
Self observation, conversations
Choices made, Im tryna find some confirmation
Damn, how the fuck did I get here though?
My own pops wasnt round to see his kids grow
And I be damned if I follow where his foots go
My baby mom took my kids about a year ago
I cant lie, shit is hard, she dont get it though
Every day the kids asking where their daddy go
Shit, still praying for a better way
I visualise good times when I meditate
To be alone on my own on this Fathers Day
Tears still rolling down my face
To God I pray
To each his own, I cant condone
I compensate, the weed relates
And freeze the mind of my mistakes
I smoke and drink, I contemplate
I start to think, I hate my baby mama
But that aint true, but that aint true
Wear my shoes, I bet you couldnt fit in em if you tried to
Im sick of lies, Im tired of what Im going through
It all starts with your kids not knowing you
Am I putting too much time in this vocal booth?
Am I spending too much time with my new boo?
Or do you do it for your fam or the new coupe?
Holidays of change aint what Im used to
I was tryna refrain from doing court moves
Never,ever a fan of doing court rooms
Too many regrets, its all in my head
Its really not true cause all that I do was for my kids, damn
Living on edge, Im praying for help
Its Fathers Day and Im feeling like I hate myself
I hate this fame and sometimes, I hate this game
But its gon change, yeah yeah, this shit gon change
Happy Fathers Day
Hate it had to be this way
Happy Fathers Day
I hate it had to be this way
My heart beats this way
That why my heart beats this way
I hate it had to be this way
As the tears rolling down my eyes
One day, wonder if my girl think its kinda weaker to cry
Baby mom sending threats, tryna seek and divide
Add up too, hell rude cause Im happy inside
Met a queen, Lord knows he just give me a sign
Who gon grab my hand? Who gon wipe my tears?
She gon pat me on the back like its alright, my dear
Still wishing every day I had my grandma here
But hey, thats the way that life is though
We all living just to die, the way this script goes
Shit, no answers, screaming fuck cancer
Staring at the pick of my son, he so handsome
First born, my baby girl, its so special
FaceTime to see em smile and say I love em
First Fathers Day alone, I had to suffer
Still counting blessings cause they aint had to struggle, Lord
Happy Fathers Day
Hate it had to be this way
Happy Fathers Day
I hate it had to be this way
My heart beats this way
That why my heart beats this way
I hate it had to be this way
See a nigga going through
Make a change what Im going through
Sometimes people never understand til it all hits the fan
Should have listened to em, warned you
But thats life and we never get to live it twice
I understand not many of us ever get it right
But hopefully you kinda close before you see the light
The realest shit I ever wrote in my whole life
Yeah, and to my son and my beautiful daughter
Im sorry I wasnt better for you and your brother
That bad blood in between me and your mother
We both did things back and forth to each other
I apologise, go and dry your eyes
Theres gon come a time when its all aligned
Daddys signing you them lullabys
Me and baby boy, throwing up the high five
And baby girl probably passing me the pompoms
Not mine but on Gods time
Still wishing yall was close cause I know the way that time flies
On this day I was really in my feelings
Roll another blunt cause I been trying not to feel it
Tears falling down on the pad on what Ive written
Part of me just gotta forgive, my daddy missing
Cause I am nothing like him
Im so unlike you, going through it like them
Shit, growing up right in front of your eyes
Far from the perfect that we seeking to find
Theres a beauty in the struggle when you growing inside
All my insecurities just on a platter besides
Im alive, I'm alive
And besides, shit, Im alive
Happy Fathers Day
Hate it had to be this way
Happy Fathers Day
I hate it had to be this way
My heart beats this way
That why my heart beats this way
Love yall
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