- G-Eazy Wanna Be Myself 歌词
- G-Eazy
- I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself
我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself
我怀念真实的自己
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself (Yeah)
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself (Uh)
我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself (Somebody asked me, yeah)
我怀念真实的自己
Somebody asked me, "What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy?"
有人问我：“你除了音乐还有什么兴趣？”
I thought about it and I ain't have no answer
我竟一时无语
I started this shit ten years ago, it was just me and my manager
投身音乐已经十年有余，最初只有我和经纪
On the road, doin' any shows, we was fillin' up this calendar
马不停蹄，有表演就去，日程表上没有空隙
But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nothеr chapter
但他现在也已成家，故事也来到了新的篇章
While I'm in Gerryland, I'm still hеre wildin' as a bachelor
当年我在夜场混迹，四处勾搭女人行为放荡
Woke up next to a stranger, what's her name? I had to ask her
总是在陌生女人身旁醒来，昨晚的事也早就遗忘
She prolly thinks I got it all, but it's pain behind this laughter
她以为我应有尽有，却看不到我笑容后的悲伤
Hungover the mornin' after, close my drapes, make it blackout
熟悉的宿醉反应，拉上窗帘，陷入黑暗
Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out
想要拼凑起昨晚昏迷后的记忆片段
On LSD, had a convo with my brother, it brought a lot up
陷入迷幻，和兄弟通了电话，回忆起了许多
See I don't ever take the uniform off, and now I'm clocked out
我已经逢场作戏太久是时候该下班
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself
我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself
我怀念真实的自己
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself (Yeah)
我怀念真实的自己
Comin' down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac
独自回到房间，Mac的音乐帮我缓解孤独
Last time he text me, I was ****ed up, forgot didn't hit him back
他最后一次给我发消息，我正处于低谷，忘记给他回复
Wish I could have spoken up, man, I just want my brother back
没能向你伸出援手，我后悔不已，我想你能回来
But I mean, who am I to talk, bro? I'm still livin' like that
但我又能和谁倾诉，我的生活依旧一塌糊涂
They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist
他们永远不会明白艺术家的困难
Make some shit I don't feel, yes men tell me it's the hardest
身不由己的生活，还有什么比这艰难
They just wanna keep their jobs, stay on my good side, keep their office
他们只想保住饭碗，无视我的绝望，只顾自己脸面好看
Keep us on the road, and no commission or the profits
不停歇的工作，却没有加班费赚
Now everything is peachy, and yeah, I feel Avici
如今一切看起来都那么完美，我和Avicii感同身受
Fifty thousand watchin' me, but I swear don't nobody see me
所有人都在看着我，却没人能把我看透
But it's rich people problems, it's stamps all in my passport
有钱后才能体会的烦恼，护照上盖的都是诅咒
My mama tellin' me that, "This is everything you asked for"
妈妈说：“这些都是你所希冀的”
What you want?
你究竟所求何物？
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself (How to be myself)
]我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself (Great mind, great mind)
我怀念真实的自己
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself
我怀念真实的自己
My anxiety increases the higher that I climb
地位不断上升，焦虑也与日俱增
I thought this shit would get easier, easier with time
以为时间会抚平一切，我还在苦苦支撑
I'm happy in my mind, but at least I tell myself that
我还在暗示自己，我对生活真心热爱
Guess I'm damaged goods, I cannot help that
感觉自己不断堕落，我也万般无奈
Drugs take the edge off, hide inside my comfort zone
药物帮我减轻苦痛，得以逃进舒适区
Different girl every night, but worry I'ma die alone
不同女人陪我入梦，但有谁能陪我离去
Me against the world, can't decide now what side I'm on
独自对抗世界，不敢让他人陪伴
Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone
想念我的家人，却必须装个硬汉
Cheated on my girl, I felt like shit, and then I sped off
背着女人出轨，被负罪感折磨，于是我逃之夭夭
Crept in the crib quiet, shower, took my wide cell off
悄悄回到房间，洗去香水味道，脱下YSL外套
She woke up, grab my dick, I couldn't help it, had to get off
她醒来，向我求欢，无力推脱，只能满足她的需要
And if she gave me head, felt like I wanna blow my head off
她想取悦我，可我只感觉头快要炸掉
Think everybody cheats, everybody will
每个人都会劈腿，不过是时间问题
Everybody leaves, but these drugs never will
每个人都会离开，只有药片值得相信
I know that sounds ****ed up, but in the end, it's real
这听着一塌糊涂，真相如此不可思议
'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill
直到在狂欢中迷失，才开始思考意义
This scale here will measure, five hundred pounds of pressure
生活太过无情，给我千斤重负
The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser
唯有死亡才能让这一切结束
Illuminate my ugly, you really sure you love me?
看到我的阴暗面，你的爱是否依然坚定
You deserve to know the truth, decide now what you think of me
你理应知道真相，现在请做出你的决定
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself
我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself
我怀念真实的自己
I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
今晚我只想沉浸在幻觉里，只因我想做回自己
I forgot how to be myself, yeah
我已经忘记了自己
I just really miss myself
我怀念真实的自己
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