- Josh A Mood Swings 歌词
- Josh A
- (I don't know if I'm gonna make it
（我不清楚自己是否能做到
I swallow my pride like the-)
我一蹶不振 只得吞下那一身傲气 就像——）
All these mood swings might break me
这所有的情绪波动都可能令我崩溃
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
我无法安眠 大脑一直运转
Scared I won't survive
害怕自己已离死不远
I been losing sleep now
我也失眠已久
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但这得慢慢来 当我堕回原点时 自然会做出尝试
I don't know whats going on nah
我不知道现状如何
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
改变我的主意 当我欲望如此之时 便会做出尝试
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但这得慢慢来 当我堕回原点时 自然会做出尝试
When my mind goes, I go psycho
当思想失控时 我就会失去理智
I won't lie, I been searching for something in the dark days
相信我吧 我已在无边黑暗中寻觅良久
Demons coming closer
恶魔逐渐逼近
I try to find myself, I been looking for some closure
我努力找寻自我 一了百了的念头在脑海中闪现
How many times can I try?
我还能尝试多少次?
How many times will I fall again?
我还会跌倒多少次?
I don't wanna make no one cry
我并不想让任何人为我落泪
Been hurting myself way too much
但我已将自己伤得太深了
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
我不清楚自己是否能做到
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
我一蹶不振 只得吞下那一身傲气 就像吞下药丸那般
Swear all my life been too complacent
我发誓 我这辈子都太自满了
Just wanna be happier
只想要变得更加快乐
All these mood swings might break me
这所有的情绪波动都可能令我崩溃
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
我无法安眠 大脑一直运转
Scared I won't survive
害怕自己已离死不远
I been losing sleep now
我也失眠已久
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但这得慢慢来 当我堕回原点时 自然会做出尝试
I don't know whats going on nah
我不知道现状如何
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
改变我的主意 当我欲望如此之时 便会做出尝试
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但这得慢慢来 当我堕回原点时 自然会做出尝试
Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17
梦想追名逐利 追回在17岁时拥有的一切
There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me
有一个清晰的目标 并为之付出了全部
I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free
我为逃脱做出了巨大牺牲 只有这样我才能最终获得自由
Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D
在家庭暴力的环境下长大 因此患上了创伤后应激障碍
I made a 7 figure salary at 23
但好在23岁的时候 我便挣了7位数的薪水
Still feel like an underdog because the game don't notice me
但我依然感觉自己是个失败者 因为这场游戏根本没有注意到我
That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that's lost time
不过这对我来说没什么 因为我从不喜欢聚光灯 那只会浪费时间
Cause views and interactions never equal a like
因为观点与互动并不与喜欢划等号
You know the pain goes on and on and I still hate myself
你知道的 痛苦一直在我身上延续着 我也依然痛恨着自己
Relationships fall apart, would never date myself
我们之间的感情破裂 我将永远不会和自己约会
And I been wastin' all my time on people that don't give me nothing
我把所有时间都浪费在那些对我毫无作用的人身上
But all ask for something
但所有人都有他们的要求
Nirvana tatted on my arm
我将“涅槃”二字纹在手臂上
"Don't Panic" tatted on my wrist
手腕上则纹着“别慌”
I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did
我做了太多事 他们都想知道我做得如何
But they're never gonna learn it, I been workin' since a kid
但他们是永远都学不会的 因为我从小就在工作
'Little Revive' blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
我不清楚自己是否能做到
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
我一蹶不振 只得吞下那一身傲气 就像吞下药丸那般
Swear all my life been too complacent
我发誓 我这辈子都太自满了
Just wanna be happier
只想要变得更加快乐
All these mood swings might break me
这所有的情绪波动都可能令我崩溃
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
我无法安眠 大脑一直运转
Scared I won't survive
害怕自己已离死不远
I been losing sleep now
我也失眠已久
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但这得慢慢来 当我堕回原点时 自然会做出尝试
I don't know whats going on nah
我不知道现状如何
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
改变我的主意 当我欲望如此之时 便会做出尝试
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但这得慢慢来 当我堕回原点时 自然会做出尝试
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