- Josh A mood swings 歌詞
- Josh A
- (I don't know if I'm gonna make it
（我不清楚自己是否能做到
I swallow my pride like the-)
我一蹶不振只得吞下那一身傲氣就像— —）
All these mood swings might break me
這所有的情緒波動都可能令我崩潰
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
我無法安眠大腦一直運轉
Scared I won't survive
害怕自己已離死不遠
I been losing sleep now
我也失眠已久
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但這得慢慢來當我墮回原點時自然會做出嘗試
I don't know whats going on nah
我不知道現狀如何
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
改變我的主意當我慾望如此之時便會做出嘗試
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但這得慢慢來當我墮回原點時自然會做出嘗試
When my mind goes, I go psycho
當思想失控時我就會失去理智
I won't lie, I been searching for something in the dark days
相信我吧我已在無邊黑暗中尋覓良久
Demons coming closer
惡魔逐漸逼近
I try to find myself, I been looking for some closure
我努力找尋自我一了百了的念頭在腦海中閃現
How many times can I try?
我還能嘗試多少次?
How many times will I fall again?
我還會跌倒多少次?
I don' t wanna make no one cry
我並不想讓任何人為我落淚
Been hurting myself way too much
但我已將自己傷得太深了
I don't know if I 'm gonna make it
我不清楚自己是否能做到
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
我一蹶不振只得吞下那一身傲氣就像吞下藥丸那般
Swear all my life been too complacent
我發誓我這輩子都太自滿了
Just wanna be happier
只想要變得更加快樂
All these mood swings might break me
這所有的情緒波動都可能令我崩潰
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
我無法安眠大腦一直運轉
Scared I won't survive
害怕自己已離死不遠
I been losing sleep now
我也失眠已久
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但這得慢慢來當我墮回原點時自然會做出嘗試
I don't know whats going on nah
我不知道現狀如何
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
改變我的主意當我慾望如此之時便會做出嘗試
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但這得慢慢來當我墮回原點時自然會做出嘗試
Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17
夢想追名逐利追回在17歲時擁有的一切
There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me
有一個清晰的目標並為之付出了全部
I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free
我為逃脫做出了巨大犧牲只有這樣我才能最終獲得自由
Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D
在家庭暴力的環境下長大因此患上了創傷後應激障礙
I made a 7 figure salary at 23
但好在23歲的時候我便掙了7位數的薪水
Still feel like an underdog because the game don't notice me
但我依然感覺自己是個失敗者因為這場遊戲根本沒有註意到我
That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that's lost time
不過這對我來說沒什麼因為我從不喜歡聚光燈那隻會浪費時間
Cause views and interactions never equal a like
因為觀點與互動並不與喜歡劃等號
You know the pain goes on and on and I still hate myself
你知道的痛苦一直在我身上延續著我也依然痛恨著自己
Relationships fall apart, would never date myself
我們之間的感情破裂我將永遠不會和自己約會
And I been wastin' all my time on people that don't give me nothing
我把所有時間都浪費在那些對我毫無作用的人身上
But all ask for something
但所有人都有他們的要求
Nirvana tatted on my arm
我將“涅槃”二字紋在手臂上
'Don't Panic' tatted on my wrist
手腕上則紋著“別慌”
I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did
我做了太多事他們都想知道我做得如何
But they're never gonna learn it, I been workin' since a kid
但他們是永遠都學不會的因為我從小就在工作
'Little Revive' blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
我不清楚自己是否能做到
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm taking
我一蹶不振只得吞下那一身傲氣就像吞下藥丸那般
Swear all my life been too complacent
我發誓我這輩子都太自滿了
Just wanna be happier
只想要變得更加快樂
All these mood swings might break me
這所有的情緒波動都可能令我崩潰
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing-
我無法安眠大腦一直運轉
Scared I won' t survive
害怕自己已離死不遠
I been losing sleep now
我也失眠已久
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但這得慢慢來當我墮回原點時自然會做出嘗試
I don't know whats going on nah
我不知道現狀如何
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
改變我的主意當我慾望如此之時便會做出嘗試
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
但這得慢慢來當我墮回原點時自然會做出嘗試
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