- Josh A ADDICTION 歌詞
- Josh A
- And I dont even know how I got this far
Dont even bother tryna save me
I dont like the drugs, but the drugs like me
Everything I want, but Im still dying
Even when Im down, know Im still trying
Im not really living, Im just surviving
Ive been lookin for my purpose again
And Im barely hangin on by a thread
Its been gettin too hard to pretend
I just wanna let go of my sins
Callin out for help, but I dont got no one to talk to
Try to be a better man, but it always falls through
Im feelin like a disappointment, Im hearin voices
Ive been on the edge again
And you know its hard to be myself sometimes when I only want whats worse for me
And I hate what I became, now Im so stressed out
Tried to medicate to push these thoughts out
All alone, I dont wanna need these pills to function
I supply my own destruction
I wish life came with instructions
Maybe then Id finally change
I dont like the drugs, but the drugs like me
Everything I want, but Im still dying
Even when Im down, know Im still trying
Im not really living, Im just surviving
Ive been lookin for my purpose again
And Im barely hangin on by a thread
Its been gettin too hard to pretend
I just wanna let go of my sins
Withdrawals, they go on and on
Its been so long, but Im hangin on
And Ive been lettin the ones down that love me
I just push em away
Cause I dont even know myself or who I am
These days embrace pain to try and feel something
And I dont even know how I got this far
Dont even bother tryna save me
All alone, I dont wanna need these pills to function
I supply my own destruction
I wish life came with instructions
Maybe then Id finally change
I dont like the drugs, but the drugs like me
Everything I want, but Im still dying
Even when Im down, know Im still trying
Im not really living, Im just surviving
Ive been lookin for my purpose again
And Im barely hangin on by a thread
Its been gettin too hard to pretend
I just wanna let go of my sins
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