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- Julien Baker Happy to Be Here 歌詞
- Julien Baker
- If I could do what I want I would become an electrician
如果讓我選擇的話，我想變成電工
Id climb inside my ears and I would rearrange the wires in my brain
爬進自己的耳朵裡，重新設置腦子裡的電路連接
A different me would be inhabiting this body
那時這個身體裡住的將是一個全新的我
Id have two cars a garage a job
我會像其他人一樣擁有兩輛車、一個車庫和一份工作
And I would go to church on Sunday
每個週日前往教堂
A diagram of faulty circuitry explains how I was made
一張出錯的電路圖顯示了我的癥結所在
Now the engineer is listening as I voice all my complaints
那位工程師（或指上帝）正在聆聽我宣洩自己所有的不滿
From an orchestra of shaking metal keeping me awake
話語從哐當作響的吉他器件中傳出，我得以保持清醒
I was just wondering if theres any way that you made a mistake
我只是想知道，是不是也許，也許您犯了個錯
I miss you the way that I miss nicotine
我對你上癮，你就像尼古丁
If it makes me feel better how bad could it be
如果尼古丁能讓我好受些，它又能壞到哪裡去？
I heard theres a fix for everything
我聽說任何事情都有解決辦法
Then why
那麼為什麼
Then why
為什麼
Then why
為什麼
Then why not me
為什麼唯獨我例外？
The first of April saw the sickening repair
那場令人不快的治療開始於愚人節那天
Wore my best shirt to the clinic
穿著我最好的襯衣去了診所
Decorated with a laminate name
衣上別著我的名簽
No one is laughing from an audience of folding plastic chairs
塑料折疊椅上的一排聽眾，沒有人笑出來
And Im not fooled when you tell me that youre glad I came
當你說你很開心我今天到場時，我並沒有被你騙到
Am I honest to admit or just a hypocrite
我是誠實還是虛偽，如果我承認：
I know I should be being optimistic
我明白應該積極樂觀
But Im doubtful I can change
一邊卻不相信自己能夠有所改變
Grit my teeth and try hard to act deserving
鼓足力氣，希望您能看到我的努力
WhenI know that there is nowhere I can hide from your humiliating grace
一邊卻明白我無處可躲，您（無功而賞）的恩典讓我食盡其辱
If you swear that its true then I have to believe what
如果你發誓你說的都是真的，我就不得不相信
I hear evangelicals say on TV
福音傳教士在電視上宣揚的那些東西
And if theres enough left after everyone else
如果您的恩典人人有份
Then why
那麼為什麼
Then why
為什麼
Then why
為什麼
Then why not me
為什麼唯獨我例外？
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